Today I feel sad. I feel down and angry. I don't want to get into it on this blog, but I do want to say that today I did not get out of bed because it hurt. I did not want to eat because I did not want to move. I did not have a good day, and I had a lot on my mind. Just know that I am thinking all the time about what could happen and I try and think what the best decisions are in this kind of situation. Do I allow it to happen, or continue to fight when it seems that might not be the answer? So many questions. I've never felt such a loss of hope and today it crashed on me. Hoping for a better day tomorrow.
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